My Shepherd

“The Lord is my Shepherd. I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside quiet waters.”

-Psalm 23: 1 and 2

Recently the Lord asked me to give up my vigilance. I’ve realized that vigilance has been a driving force in my life and a central root of my anxiety.

I am always aware of things that could go wrong. As a result, I tend to operate from a state of constant vigilance, trying to foresee potential problems and then doing whatever I can to avoid them.

I’ve noticed that vigilance affects my relationships. Instead of truly enjoying the moment with people, I often find myself on edge. I over-analyze situations, trying to identify all of the possible outcomes. And I waste so much energy trying to avoid the disapproval of others.

Sadly my vigilance causes me to miss out on joy. When I’m always waiting for the other shoe to drop, I miss out on the beauty that is happening right now in the present moment.

I’m learning that God doesn’t call me to live a life of vigilance. I’ve always loved Psalm 23 and the simple but powerful picture of God as my Shepherd.

I am not my shepherd. He is.

What a freeing perspective.

It’s the Shepherd’s job be vigilant and watchful on behalf of the sheep.

As the sheep, I am simply called to rest at peace in my Shepherd’s care.

I will still face problems and challenges. However, I don’t need to fear them.

If I truly trust that my Shepherd is guiding my life and has my best interest in mind, I can release control.

I can let go of my hyper-vigilance and trust that God is vigilant on my behalf.

And I can truly rest.

9 thoughts on “My Shepherd

  1. I love this “It’s the Shepherd’s job be vigilant and watchful on behalf of the sheep”.. oh yes! That’s because sheep are meant to follow the lead of the shepherd and trust the shepherd’s judgment. Great post!♥️

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  2. I am so happy for you – that you can stop trying to over-analyze and anticipate when the next shoe will drop, and instead put your faith in the Good Shepherd who is a step ahead of you, watching out for the ruts in the road, and making smooth your path for you. There is such comfort in the confidence we can place in Him. God bless you! Habits are hard to break, but the Holy Spirit will help you. On that you can rely!

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